all about a trip

So this week will be spent in preparation for the Portland trip this coming friday. Im excited and I think it will be a much needed time away family trip. So much has been going on and it will be good to escape reality if only for a short weekend. I must admit it will be hard to relinquish the power for the couple days. Im such a crazy woman when it comes to having other people do stuff for me.. cuz then i worry about if it will be done right or not. I totally trust Linds which will soo help the situation. I got some new cd's today. Been listening to them ever since i got home.. they pose to be good traveling music. And seeing as I usually do most of the driving im excited to listen to them and hum along. Sat night.. supposidly my stellar outting night according to my horoscope, but alas I think im actually looking forward to chilling at home. I got myself a sweet bottle of wine and will do the pedicure/manicure night. The boys are asleep on the couch. Its been a long day sitting around doing nothing. ha ha. Altho I did get the house clean. I had a terrible dream last night that still haunts me. I wont go into detail cuz there is too much to describe... but all i know is i can;t get the images out of my head. :( I looked it up and it was basically just that i refuse to submit to what others want of me.. which is funny in light of recent situations. I've been called a drama queen.. perhaps it is fitting.. perhaps not. I suppose it depends on who you are talking to. I'm over everyone else's shit. I know not fully.. but im on my way there. These things take time.. and if it is one thing Im learning about all this it is Patience. Which I know I lack.. but i *WILL* have it when all this mental bullshit is over. I'm finally happy and noone is going to rain on my parade!
Cheers until the next time....