...am i still me?

Today was a good day all in all. The sun shone through the darkness.. wish it would happen in my current moment. Im tired but the day is still among me. Disturbing talks about my changes and worry about me. WHY? Just because I am different on the outside doesn't mean im not still the same person I used to be on the inside. Talk behind my back hurts me more than helps me. But when confronted things of the past arise and i dont see their meaning to the present state. Im just like anyone else.... why single me out? Dont worry for me cuz im happy.. I LOVE me.. and is that so bad? Dont read into my behavior.. dont cause problems where there is none. Can't you see me? Im still here... Why can;t you see me for me? Because I dont call everyday does that make me bad? I do bookwork when you call.. does that make me a bad girl cuz you think i dont work? I listen to music and the speakers are right off my computer at the front? Does that mean the music is too loud? Sorry to piss you off and to make you mad. Sorry for being me.. and if its what you want i'll go back to the happy little box you enjoyed having me in. If you only want me how you want me.. then just say the words.
i will sacrafice my happiness for you cuz i love you... tell me what you want. tell me what you need..what do you want me to be??