On LOVE and MaDnEsS!

Ahhh... wednesday. Bill day. Rainy day. fun day? Well I guess any day could be a fun day, just all in how you approach it. Last's nights movie night was the biggest ever. It rocked. We watched House of flying daggers. Now mind you watching this movie with umpteen million boys will not get you teary eyed with all their side comments and input.. but it was heart wrenching nontheless. The story of a woman sent to pull the wool over a man's eyes... (which what woman hasn't done that.. ha ha) but the twist was she did it while the love of her life watched her at every turn. She soon falls in love with the "mark" and jealousy ensues. Bizarre love triangle... yummy, always makes for good plot lines. The colors of the movie were quite pleasing to the eye.. and ofcourse with all their hidden meanings. (white for death.. you know yada yada) Im torn on love. The topic itself i mean. One can attempt to describe love.. and how it makes one feel, yet noone can truly define it. Do you choose who you love? Or is there a higher greater purpose in the battles of love? Lust.. it attacks you at all angles.. but love.. true love.. that bond between people that just lingers in the air. It pulls like magnets, and no matter how hard you try to keep them apart then always find their way back together. (reminding me of the chatter stones/rumble rocks ha ha) But love.. there are sooo many different levels of love. You love your husband one way, your family another and your friends yet another. How do these levels work? Its a confusion that i would leave best alone for fear of driving myself mad in formalizing and hypothesizing. All i know is it makes me feel amazing.. and im happy to be in love. I dont think the butterflies will ever go away.. and if they do.. i can't wait to see what beauty, feelings and amazement await me beyond the butterflies!
Until tomorrow.. cheers to the day and love those who love you and let them know it EVERYDAY! 381